Fighting This Lie

There is no love
There is no light
There is no reason
For me to fight.

I stay up late
And cry all night
Why don’t I
Give up this fight?

I wonder how
I can always lie
And be so closed in
And act so shy.

I am learning
To win this war
But I don’t know
Who it is for.

I am living
A giant lie
And I don’t even
Know why!

I feel so scared
I feel so lost
I’m willing to give this up
No matter what the cost.

I am

Fighting
A
Lie

Nothing

Why do I get sad
Why do I get mad
All the time?
I do not know
I do not feel
Anything around me.
I feel isolated
I feel blocked
From everyone near me.
All I see
All I hear
Is everything I am.

Nothing

I see the faces
In the crowds
I hear the voices
All around
But I am not here
I do not exsist
I am

Nothing

Lost

I'm running in circles
And getting no where
I'm screaming for help
And getting none
I'm going crazy
All alone
I'm running away
And getting lost
I'm afraid to love
I'm afraid to get hurt
I'm digging my grave
Deeper by the minute
Deeper by the second
With every step I take
With every word I speak
With every breath I take
Losing hope
And losing you
I'm running straight ahead
But I keep getting lost
I keep walking down the wrong path
Going in circles
Getting lost
In the tangle of lies
In the tangle of hope
In the tangle of regret
I am lost and getting no where
I am lost and getting no where
I am lost
I am gone
And I can't be found
I am lost

Brit

Poem blog!!

KK, here's where I am going to write poems and stick 'em here. Tell meeh what you think and criticize them, kay? Here's my first one:

Hear my secrets
Hear my calls
Hear my whispers
Hear them all.

Listen closely
Listen now
Listen to me
Tell me how

Tell me how
To live this life
Tell me how
To win this fight

Help me now
Help me see
Help me know
Who I can be

Tell me
Listen to me
Help me
Please and now

Just stand by me
Through the ups and downs.

@->--Angel
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...BJT...